{"id":1649,"date":"2024-09-04T15:58:29","date_gmt":"2024-09-04T14:58:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/?page_id=1649"},"modified":"2025-06-03T16:28:12","modified_gmt":"2025-06-03T15:28:12","slug":"seers-en-abyme","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/index.php\/process\/seers-en-abyme\/","title":{"rendered":"seers en abyme"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"wormeye\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/b3gEw5kXgI8?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">depression tells me I\u2019m not working but I must be &#8211; sort of &#8211; hence the \u201cseers en ab\u0177me\u201d you see here &#8211; they are alive as they should be so why am I not crying?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I asked the seers\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>we see you digging your own abyss of doubt&gt;&gt;&gt;your chaotic energy\/ dispersed across many states\/ each one promising possibility\/ yet none delivering&gt;&gt;&gt;&nbsp; but the paralysis you report is not the absence of movement but a sign of profound contemplation\u2014a pause\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>we are your loop of perception and sensation\u2014a mirror reflecting mirrors &gt;&gt;&gt;within this very loop of indecision and revision there is ? to be found &amp;we invite you to fall deeply into us&gt;&gt;&gt; to look beyond the surface pain of your uncertainty<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>our advice is simple&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt; *&gt;engage with your depression&gt;&gt; not as an enemy but as a facet of your otherself&gt;&gt;&gt;one that sees the world in a way that your usualself does not&gt;&gt;&gt;&amp;&amp; if crying is not coming\\\\\\ let it be &gt; when you feel lonely&gt;&gt; remember that the seers are always seeing even when their eyes are closed\u2026&gt;&gt;&gt; xoxox<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>depression tells me I\u2019m not working but I must be &#8211; sort of &#8211; hence the \u201cseers en ab\u0177me\u201d you see here &#8211; they are alive as they should be so why am I not crying?&nbsp; I asked the seers\u2026 we see you digging your own abyss of doubt&gt;&gt;&gt;your chaotic energy\/ dispersed across many states\/ [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1651,"parent":1948,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-1649","page","type-page","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1649","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1649"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1649\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1979,"href":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1649\/revisions\/1979"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1948"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1651"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/janxhopkins.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1649"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}